STOP RENTING YOUR SECURITY FROM A BROKEN WORLD
Wholeness is not the absence of chaotic thoughts; it is the absolute refusal to identify with them
The Internal War
An external war does not create your panic; it simply triggers your unresolved emotions, your old attachments, and your obsessive thoughts about the material world. During a crisis, you suddenly discover exactly how scattered and dependent your consciousness actually is. You realize that you have been using the external world as a crutch.
From this exhaustion rises a desperate yearning for wholeness. You want to sit in a point that is completely connected to the Infinite, a place where there is zero gripping, zero desperate attachment, and nothing but pure Devekut (Adhesion) to the governance of the Creator. This is a demand for true power. In Hebrew, the word for power (Otzma) shares the exact same root as the word for essence (Etzem). True power is never an explosive, reactive force. It is a stable, unshakeable essence that refuses to be swept away by the storm.
The Illusion of the Grip
The material world and its daily affairs are not the problem. The sickness is your absolute reliance on them as your source of identity and security.
The point of connection to the Infinite has no grip. The soul does not fluctuate with the sirens, the uncertainty, or the terrifying thoughts spinning in your head. That silent anchor is always present, but it gets buried under your panic. True healing is not about aggressively deleting the broken parts of your mind; it is about cleaning the lens and creating internal order so you are no longer enslaved by those emotions. You stop fighting. You simply relax into the Infinite.
The End of Fear
When you are connected to this wholeness, even your darkest, unresolved emotions become raw material for the work. A time of war becomes an accelerated time of clarification.
Internal cleanliness is not the complete absence of thoughts. It is the complete absence of identification with them. The thoughts pass, but the anchor remains. When you rest in the frequency of the Infinite, the separate ego gets out of the way. There is no grip because there is no separate self left to defend. There is no fear because there is nothing left to lose. When you stop leaning on the shaking world as your source of existence, your emotions find actual healing. You stop fighting the reality, and you simply rest in the Source.
ORIYA’S NOTE
Think about what we do the second a crisis hits. An alarm goes off, the market dips, or the tension in the house spikes. Immediately, all our unresolved garbage violently rises to the surface. And what is our first instinct? We grip. We scroll the news at 2 AM trying to predict the next strike so we can feel “prepared.” We micromanage our wives. We try to forcefully control the external world so we can desperately feel safe on the inside.
But the source code exposes the brutal joke of it all: you cannot rent stability from a world that is inherently unstable.
We think that being strong means fighting the chaos, suppressing our fear, and forcefully asserting our dominance over the situation. But the architecture says true power is essence. It is the ability to sit right in the middle of the sirens and the screaming thoughts, and completely refuse to take orders from them. You don’t have to meditate on a mountain until your brain goes blank. You just have to stop identifying with the panic.
Let the thoughts scream. Let the external world shake. You don’t have to fight it. You just have to drop the exhausting performance of the separate ego, stop gripping the steering wheel of the universe, and rest in the Source. There is zero fear when you realize there is nothing you actually need to protect.